10/27/2011
Day 1: I should be excited. I have been anticipating this day for nearly half a year. And in fact, I have been needing this vacation for years just to clear my mind. Something just wasn’t right in my life. Truth be told, I have been mired in a long slump ever since my high school days when all I ever wanted to do was build websites and make money.
I can’t really describe this feeling. It is like living a blurred life which is mildly entertaining at times, but mostly underwhelming. I don’t feel like my mind is at 100% awareness no matter what I do. Beginning with that very first summer after high school, I have been trying to “find myself” – and forgive me writing such a cliche statement, but it’s true.
On this vacation, I had planned to visit four countries, where hopefully I could further open up my eyes to what other places/people had to offer.
And yet… I’m torn. At this very moment, I am sitting in the very last row of an Airbus plane aboard a China Eastern flight. I have a window seat, so it’s not as bad as it could be. But my god, I can’t help but compare this to being in a jail holding cell… except worse.
That’s not the reason why I feel torn. I just watched the film called The Social Network which is based on Facebook’s earnest beginnings. When the topic of monetization came up, it was stated that ads would kill the immense momentum of growth, and this is entirely true. When you have a free product or service, whether it is great or not, people will come. The great thing about Facebook at the time was that it was somewhat exclusive and considered VERY COOL. I strongly believe that greed and spam killed off MySpace. There were too many ways to exploit the site for traffic or money. Bands that nobody cared about were able to add millions of friends using bots and then spam bulletins. Facebook at the time had zero advertising, and it wasn’t until mass expansion was it even taken into consideration.
This is where I feel that the WheelFlip marketplace is headed, just on a much larger scale. I feel that we have something very cool on our hands. Even though it is a year and a half in the making, it’s still a fresh idea in an untapped market. Here, we have a first rate service that we are initially giving away for free. I believe that the longer monetization is held off, the more potential for the site to grow. Ads and fees turn people off. When the time comes, I will try to incorporate the most non-intrusive ways to make money off the site, just like what Facebook has done. There is no other web-app in the automotive industry that utilizes modern web programming practices
This is all related because I finally feel like I have a real career direction and that this break feels like poor timing. I no longer feel like life is flying by. I can smell the success, and I don’t even mean financially. Success, as I’ve been taught and now believe, is being able to wake up and do things that you are passionate about. Even if it means sacrificing, which I am right now. I am literally making enough to pay for rent, food, and gas, but it’s all gravy because the profits stay within the company. The money will come, I have never worried about that.
Despite the time away from my company and my newfound motivation, I still look forward to what is in store for me in the next month. I get to watch one of my cousins (I only have four – all girls) get married, visit family and relatives, and then travel to Bali to hang out with another cousin.
Currently, I am about 11 hours into my 13 hour flight to Shanghai. We have a 4 hour layover, and then it will be another ~ 3 hours to Guangzhou. FML… 24 hours of travel time. I feel like my leg muscles are dying, the people around me are obnoxious, and I cannot sleep in a 45 degree sitting position.
Tell you what though, I can’t wait for that first meal my grandma cooks for me.
Update: Finally, after 24 hours of travel, I’m at my uncle’s house in Guangzhou. We had a 4 hour layover in Shanghai which was miserable. Tomorrow is going to be a pretty hectic day.
This picture was taken while flying above Fukuoka, Japan. Oh how I wish I could have landed there for a day.

First purchase, a Cestbon bottle of water.

At Pudong Airport, Shanghai.


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